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Tuesday, 13 May 2008

  • Applications

    You think it'd be easier, filling out these silly things.
    I mean what are you doing but regurgitation information you've had to write out over and over again already.
    What Job experience do you have? Well that's easy....but wait when did you start, when did you end, who did you work under, what were you paid?....ummmm wellllll, hold on let me dig through tons of information so I can find those answers for you.
    Oh and since when did your high school activities become part of your application?
    What is your expected Salary? heck I don't know, what do you want to pay me? alright, well that's not enough but I'll work for this much. No? alright we can use your numbers then.
    It shouldn't be this difficult, just get me an interview and let me work for a day you'll see that I"m a good worker and I am responsible and trustworthy and that I can get the job done.
    So now I get to fill out all these applications and wait for people to call me while in the mean time I sit here waiting without a job when I desperately need one?
    No, I actually have a job already. Hold on let me call them and see if they can be flexible with these hours. Oh really? you aren't hiring summer employees? Well shoot. Sorry. But thanks anyway, I have to go to school in August.
    How wonderful, I really wanted that job. Too bad.
    If only I just lived in one place all the time. But then I'd get bored. Horribly bored with my life and constantly change jobs instead.
    *sigh*
    I just need a job that works with me.
    But that's not how the real world works you say?
    Shouldn't one enjoy their job, considering it will constitute one's existence?
    Oh well.
    Too late now.


  • College

    So obviously xanga has been put on the back burner for quite a while now and up till now I was just not up to dealing with all the new features in it's attempt to survive in the ever growing world of blogging. Since Xanga I've been on Myspace and then to Facebook and a few other blogging sites I won't mention here to save their privacy.
    I decided though to revive my xanga for nogastlgic (spell check sucks here btw) reasons.
    Like I need yet another blog to keep up with but like I said on another blog today It's nice to have an assorted audience to speak to.
    I'm not sure what I'll be writing here on this blog, or if I'll write much at all. I have a place for the unspoken, a place for frustrations, a place for intellectual thoughts, a place for woman/romance things, a place for the general public and an everyday blog of things I've done.
    We shall see what this one turns into.
    But here's to a new xanga era in my life :)

Thursday, 15 February 2007

Monday, 15 January 2007

  • Annnnd it's over....

    I told his parents first they thought it was best if the talked to him first.

    Holy cow,

    I care for him I really do, but not like that, and I can't live that lie. So I'm single.

    Crap it hurt so bad, and I'm the one doing it..... I was never ready for this side of the equation.... but I was oh so ready to be broken up with I have prepared myself for that before I was even interested in dating. I really hope he understands that it just wasn't in God's Plan. And that I couldn't bring myself to trust him like I wish I could.

    But he said that we could be friends later.... just not now, it's time for a break. I'm letting him decided how long that is going to be and when he's ready to call he will.

    Holy cow does this hurt like crazy. and I wish soooo bad I could turn my emotions off, sooo horribly bad and I could just keep the ones I liked feeling. but that's not how life is.... we have to take it all together.

    Oh my goodness oh my goodness oh my goodness...... no one told me this side hurt too.

Friday, 29 December 2006

  • Merry Christmas.....lol a little late but it'll have to do.
    Life is good, no wait stop....it's better then good....or maybe I'm just in an amazingly fantastic mood because I'm going to see the Trans-Siberian Orchestra today....that was my Christmas present.
    Oh and I got three awesomely cute shirts...*phew* I'm glad I caught that typo....
    I have a cold....I've decided colds suck cause you can't really get rid of them until they want to be gotten rid of....-_-
    I don't miss school, I don't want to go back....I wish I could just go straight to college, that would be downright perfect for me.
    I don't have a roommate any more she moved out that freak....:P but I still love her.
    Andrew bought me this beautiful ring for Christmas....it has saphaires and diamonds in it....more saphire than diamond we aren't that serious.... lol
    I thought about writting something philisophical, but it's too early and I need to get ready cause I'm spending the day in the Quad Cities after being there all last night lol....
    Andrew is under the assumption that we can find 6 hours worth of stuff to do over there....I have a feeling we will eventually end up driving around aimlessly waiting for dinner time and then go sit at the Mark and wait for the show to start....but that's just me.
    Yep yep yep!
    Love you All!
    Love,
    Christy

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